Comfort Zone

        When will I finally see the light? Probably not in a year if I continue to lock myself in this solitude confinement I put myself in. I’ve been here for so many years meaning I wasted 5 years of my entire life sitting comfortably in my room and not exploring the superficial world. How will I say this, the light I only see is the light that is slightly touching my fair skin whenever I try to peep into the window that has been closed for sometime. Besides that, none at all. This is what I wanted it to be so I really have no right to complain. But I just want to be heard, that staying in this guarded territory is killing me and burning me alive.

           I want to be free. I want to get pleasure from life but I have lots of excess baggage that keeps me holding back from finally liberating my freedom. I just don’t get it. Am I the only one who has these tons of baggage in life? If others can handle this kind of situation, why can’t I do it? Why can’t I make things better for myself? I want out of this box. I need to breathe the air at its all splendor and openness. I want to walk freely and fly high and never return back again. If only I have the guts…if only I have the heart…definitely I will do anything to live again.

           Damn it! Here I go again, pretending to know what’s best for me but don’t know exactly how to get it.  Nobody knows exactly what life has to offer. We all have our destinies to follow and conquer. But for now, I want to start right by letting myself breathe fresh air again and allowing these limitations in my life just pass me by and hopefully walk for a second time slowly towards the independence I’ve been longing to have for so many years now.

Sensible Judgment

            If you think everything’s going your way think again! Not all good things last, that’s a proven fact and is continuously happening. I for myself is experiencing it right now. I’ve always thought that finally everything is in place in my life. I have a wonderful career, a loving family and a set of reliable and dependable friends. But no! It’s not as perfect as it looks like.

              It may be flourishing in the outside but don’t let it deceive you. I was born to endure such situation. It’s nothing new. I’ve been here, most of the time I’m just here trying to fix what is not destroyed or should I say the other way around.  Sometimes it’s funny that we are exerting extra effort to make things work. We do extraordinary things just to run everything smoothly and hassle free. But then again, most of the time it doesn’t actually work. There are times that it’s better to leave things, as they are not to make it more complicated. But then again it depends on the situation.

             It’s difficult to analyze things, on choosing what’s best for a certain individual or a group of people. It’s just a matter of balancing and making the right decisions especially when it’s needed. Well, I guess the bottom line here is, just do what you think is right and appropriate for a given situation. I don’t think running and leaving things as it is, are the best options to consider. Be damn bitchy if it’s necessary to have positive results in the end.

                

Bedroom Master

            They say sex is just a chunk of a relationship and not the relationship itself. Moreover, it’s not an important aspect of a relationship and what’s even worst a relationship can withstand just about anything and survive without sex. Go to hell! I beg to disagree. It’s a whooping…hell no! Sex can make or break a relationship. Here are some tips to keep your bedroom escapades burning like hell!

1) Be sure to masturbate before having sex. (It’s a must to prolong procreation)

2) Wear colored boxers instead of conventional underwear.

3) Don’t forget your daily dose of cobra energy drink or lee rhino herbal tea for maximum performance of a lifetime.

4) Get a copy of the latest FHM or Maxim issue to freshen up your positioning tactics and skills.

5) Raise pandemonium by watching the newest cellphone scandal circulating around to hoist your testosterone level.

6) Drink a lot of buko juice to help replenish your sperm bank for you will be doing more withdrawing in the next 24 hours.

7) Talk to your “man” man-to-man before going to any given battle.

8) Give your tongue stretching exercises for utmost flexibility and elasticity.

9) Throw every condom in your pocket or wallet; it won’t help at all.

10) Be sure to have the latest discount card of your favorite motel or breeding ground.

Uninvited

          There’s nothing new in this planet that I can figure out. It’s a feeling of blankness I want to conceal each and every waking hour. Time just won’t stop from moving and inflicting pain on me. The train has left and I’m still here in the station waiting for the next ride home. Will somebody give me a hand and lead me where I once belong? 

         It’s been a long ride and the throbbing keeps on adding up to my misery. Mind if you knock before you enter? I just don’t want to open up that fast again and let you in to my life just like that. You seemed nice though but I just don’t want to trust you just yet. It will take time…an insurmountable amount of time before I finally fall and submit to your enchanting impression.

 

       The game hasn’t started and it won’t probably start anytime now. You always have the option not to watch it but if you do then stay and see it unfold right before your eyes. I didn’t tell you to go anyway, you voluntarily asserted yourself to be where I am so suffer the consequences. Close the door, knock me off and shut the lights off before leaving for I don’t want to remember anything about you if you decided to throw your VIP access to this very momentous event in your life. Now, better figure it out quick before starting anything new because you might end up with the wrong guy who just wants a piece of everything

Barbaric Vindication

        True enough that not all animals are in the wilds, even in a developed and educated civilization as ours, they are ever present and continuously havocking their savage superiority. I’ve seen it not once but many times in my life especially in places where naive and innocent people exist. They have this very distinct characteristic of eating fully their prey and leaving them with nothing but their lifeless body and soul. Believe me, they do exist and they are one of us trouncing behind a mask of destructive proportion.

              There are means to stop them if only we can identify them, but how? These so called humans look exactly like us. As I’ve said they’re one of us making it difficult to even notice them. But based on my experience, it’s not that complicated at all. As a matter of fact they can be recognized easily by being like them and beating them at their own game. It’s as simple as mirroring their image to themselves, act like them, think like them in other words be an animal like them. That’s the only way to overcome their savage and destructive nature. By doing this, you can immediately noticed results. So the next time you encounter these people, lay all your cards fair and beat the hell out of them by simply matching their animalistic instincts. You’ll be surprised; when in no time this animal will soon be tamed and will eventually leave your life for good.

               For me, it’s better to be aggressive and always on a fight mode rather than taking blows and leaving yourself defenseless when times of abusive situations like this happen in your life. As the saying goes, there are only two kinds of individual, those who are being abused and the abuser. Who would you want to be? I’d rather be the assailant rather the one being attacked because at the end I don’t want to regret that I was given a chance to fight back and I didn’t even lift a single finger to defend myself.