Undone

Have you tried closing your eyes?
Do you see the darkness?
Or you simply don't care?
All you can do is just stare

You can't even see me
I'm in your head not in your heart
I'm miserable & it's all that matters
For you I'm just a clutter

Heavily feel my every breath
Feel the pain I want to create
It's late & I haven't slept yet
Something I can't manipulate

Do you actually hear my voice?
Or you only hear a noise?
See I can't even talk
The bitterness...

I'm a scared soul...
The struggle...
You wonder why?
Washing...hands in denial

Stand up while...
I cried once...
...I almost died
Nothing...

 .......
Tell me how to complete
I feel...
Saddest poet ever...