Blogger's Delight

      There’s no denying, blogging has been a worldwide phenomenon and it keeps on growing and expanding everyday.  Everybody just can’t wait to share their stories may it be true or just a pigment of their imagination. So, to further understand this rare but truly exhilarating wonder of the 21^st century, here’s a rundown on why people just can’t stop blogging their thoughts electronically on the net.

1) It’s now the cheapest form of entertainment.

2) You get to know people, interact and marry them in the end.

3) To rant on things you can’t express.

4) It’s the fastest way to earn money.

5) Blogging preserves one’s sanity.

6) There’s no better way to connect with the world than blogging.

7) To promote one’s ideologies and beliefs.

8) To be “in” since everybody is blogging.

9) It’s a creative outlet to release anxieties, fears and stresses in life.

10) Or simply, you’re just a bum who has nothing more to do but to blog.

Last Dance

I fall down again

I tripped on your story

I fade into one other crazy fault

Right on my heel I've held up

 

I wouldn't win if I try to do it all on my own

Stop it before I begin to believe that I can

 

If the world divides us now

And I'm the only one frightened

All I have is broken

As I fall tracing your steps

So the challenge is this

Would they find the faith and listen

The fate of the world resides

 

Waiting for your lead

I spend for your glory

I couldn't count the times I've broke your heart

But in the end I find myself starting over

 

In the heart that bled for

This madness I’m keeping

Sooner or later someone's gonna get it

I'm given up my pride for this last dance

 

Easy Way Out

       I’ve seen a lot of people coming in and coming out of my life in a flash. Some opt to stay long and some don’t. A handful wants to re-enter and a number of them just won’t. But whatever their reasons are, I’m glad that finally they’re out of my life now. And to share what I’ve experienced on these people, I’ll help you count the ways if that very special someone in your life has evil plans of leaving you unnoticed!

1) Gives more time to friends than spending time with you.

2) A sudden change of priorities from you to their work.

3) Silently operates on his / her personal life without conferring with you.

4) Dresses lousily and miserably in front of your friends and family.

5) Suddenly becomes emotional and expressive.

6) Sexual desires decrease.

7) Intentionally misses dinner and special occasions.

8) Always preoccupied and out of sink.

9) Loves being alone and away from you.

10) All of a sudden becomes available to all.

Emotional Freaks

      For a reason or two, they seem very deep to understand. They are often emotional and very much attached to their feelings. If you haven’t met them, then let this list give you an idea on what it’s like to get up close and personal with these so called “emotional freaks” of nature…the sensitive ones and they are everywhere…

1) Objectivity is not in their dictionary.

2) They easily get irritated and annoyed.

3) Expressing sentiments is their favorite past time.

4) You would often hear them listening to sentimental songs.

5) They lack self-esteem and confidence.

6) They would react fast even on simple things.

7) They love arguing for no reason at all.

8) Silent treatment is their best defense.

9) Surprisingly, they can love unconditionally.

10) Always honest when emotion is at stake.

Heaven Sent

       The moment you opened your eyes, my life completely changed. The life I was ready to give up suddenly was given hope. If  before I had no direction in life, now I’m happy to be slowly taking little steps to pick up my pieces again. Since you came I was given another chance to breathe and exhale life. Your eyes that greets me, your little fingers that wants to touch me…made me feel I exist, that you need me and you want to reach out and experience my love for the first time.

       I know your silence tells a lot. You may not be aware of the things that are happening but I know your feeling it right now and I’m sorry. But don’t worry my little angel; you don’t have to say something. I’m happy just seeing you smile back at me. I promise to take care of you…I’ll be here ready to listen and willing to accompany you because you’re the answer to my every prayer. Always remember, I’ll do everything just don’t leave me. Stay with me and we’ll journey life together.

      Tomorrow, if I’ll see you again…I’ll let you feel my warm touch, hold you tight and shower you with my genuine love. I hope you’re listening. Thank you for bringing back my happiness. You not only made my life complete…you also brought two hearts together even for a while. Thank you for bridging the gap that brought you to the world. 

Black Christmas

      Christmas season is just around the corner. I’m just wondering if this will just be another ordinary Christmas for me. I hate it, this feeling of guilt whenever this season is coming. Actually, I don’t feel excited. It’s a season to be jolly according to a song, but who cares. I’m in a black hole where Christmas doesn’t exist. Who the hell cares if I’m happy?

       I’m not to blame, I wanted it to be a white Christmas but she just won’t let it happen. Now, I got use to it, celebrating Christmas in my solitude when it’s supposed to be an affair together with family and friends. I don’t mind, celebrate it the way you want it, just don’t judge me why I feel this way.

       This is becoming harder and harder I know. Every year I want Christmas to end and just pass me by. I’m tired of feeling this way but it’s my only way to survive. Maybe in time I would slowly bring back the good things that this season has once given me. I miss my Christmas! I miss myself. I miss my life! When will I finally give in to what I really want? This hatred is killing me each passing day. I can’t forget and I just can’t forgive. The pain is still here. Christmas is fast approaching and the hatred keeps on building up. I have my reasons and I want it to stay until I finally find that special reason to let go of this pain that has been here for so many years. Well, I can’t stop Christmas from coming. Be it. This black Christmas will continue to exist and will forever plagued me for the rest of my life.

Vulnerable Heart

Amidst all my fears

Reasons has come along to conquer it all 

Vulnerable heart, who’s the culprit?

Indubitably, but hardly explained 

No one but the person named after this poem 

 

Gorgeously dressed up by fate

Aware not being destined by hate 

Resurrected & reflected with love & affection 

Carry me thru your fragile arms

Inculcate the pureness & sweet sensation 

Adore for I also come along to love you forevermore