Stay Awake

        Love truly moves in mysterious ways and when it hit you, it will surely change everything in your life in a snap of a finger. A song about falling in love,  “Stay Awake” gives us a glimpse of how powerful love can be, from the joys to the pains of finally giving in to the feeling.

 

Stay Awake

By: Ronnie Laws

 

Another day, another place 


Another night and you’re not here 


Once again far from home 


All alone to play my song 


I know in just a little while


I’ll be right there to see your face 


But until I can 



 

I stay awake and I want you by my side, baby 


(I stay awake and I want you, baby) 


I stay awake and I want you by my side, baby 


(I stay awake and I want you, baby) 


I stay awake and I want you by my side, baby 


(I stay awake and I want you, baby) 


I stay awake and I want you by my side 



 

In a special way I need your touch 


To fill the warmth that comforts me 


And you know it’s true


All and all I’d rather spend this time with you 


But until I can 



 

I stay awake and I want you by my side, baby 


(I stay awake and I want you, baby) 


I stay awake and I want you by my side, baby 


(I stay awake and I want you, baby) 


I stay awake and I want you by my side, baby 


(I stay awake and I want you, baby) 


I stay awake and I want you by my side, baby 



I stay awake and I want you by my side, baby


(I stay awake and I want you, baby) 


I stay awake and I want you by my side, baby 


(I stay awake and I want you, baby)


I stay awake and I want you by my side 



(I stay awake and I want you, baby) 


Disconnection Notice

I was scared and so alone

Since you left I felt I was thrown

I was suddenly a king without a throne

Now, I can’t even call you my own

 

I decided to move on

Let go of you and start on my own

But it was you who can’t leave it all

Am I dreaming, catch me as I fall

 

I remembered it was so cold

The night you told me I was bold

Enough to handle everything I can hold

How come now, I can’t fit in your mold

 

You treated everything as if it wasn’t a fling

There’s no doubt I felt I really was your king

That’s why I offered you this special ring

Together with this string on this memorable spring

 

True enough you became my queen

A beautiful face I know I’ve never seen

Now, this fairytale we created is over

Set me free so I can start all over

Libra Outlook For 2009

Career, Incomes and Gains


During the initial phase of year, ascendant lord Venus is going over the 5th House. Mars and Sun both are in 3rd house, Mercury, Rahu and Jupiter would be in 4th and retrograded Saturn would be transiting in 11th house. Obviously, planetary configuration is good. Hence, you would be slightly comfortable and successful during the first phase of year. But at the same time, a possibility of change in residence is likely. You may plan to shift in a different city or state. However, this change would be auspicious. Sudden gains via share market would be possible. If you are interested in speculation, you may try your luck. At the work place, you would be much respected and honored. You should ready to get promoted. Overall, this is a favorable period for career and finance. You are optimistic and cheerful and can make others feel good if they are unhappy or depressed, and people enjoy your company now.

You may do many favors for others now, and these will be returned later. This is also a good time to work out the kinks in existing relationships. This period can bring money or other possessions that you value. But it also brings such a feeling of ease that you may spend it all immediately. Try to bear in mind that such wealth will not always come to you this easily. During the middle of the year, you would be facing some sudden troubles and delay in day-to-day pursuits. At work place, rivals would be fully capable to damage your image. Hence, you need to be extra careful. But, the last phase of year would be encouraging. That's why you may enter into new deals.

Love, Family and Social Life

First phase of year is showing some troubles in married life. Possibly, Family atmosphere will remain disturbed. There might be a lack of mutual understating and cooperation. Those are married will face some certain obstacles in relation married life. You would not able to enjoy your conjugal life. Later, during the 2nd and last phases of the year 2009, there is no major trouble is seen. Possibly, middle and end of the year is good in relation of love and married life.

Education and Traveling 


From January 2009 to April 2009, it would be an encouraging period for students. Possibly, Libra born may reap outstanding outcomes. You will get right reward of your hard work. It is very favorable period for study and exams. You are going to achieve your desired destination. You would be praised by your teachers and your parents. However, during the latter phase of the year, you would be experience some troubles in education related matters. Chances of traveling would be good. Probably, these journeys would be of foreign lands.

Health


The first and last phase of the year is favorable in relation of health related matters. But, you need to extra careful during the second phase of the year.

What Might Have Been

         It’s funny how true love finds its way to our hearts the moment we’re all set to say, “Yes, I’m ready this time.” A beautiful song of finally giving into one’s desire and starting something new again after a long search for true happiness. I guess it’s about time. I’m ready now!

 

What Might Have Been

By: Pardini Lou

 

Somewhere lost in the wind

I'm watching you

Sunlight touching your hair

And I remember somehow

We said that we would never stray

But somehow we lost our way

Promises to often spoken

Are easily broken apart

 

I'm ready this time

I know that I'm

No longer undecided

Don't want to be a fool wondering

What might have been

Trace of forever lingering

Drawing me closer to you

A new beginning

 

Now I know

There is no doubt

I understand

Just how fragile love can be

I can't forget

Your memory found me

Now I know where I belong

 

I'm ready this time

I know that I'm

No longer undecided

Don't want to be a fool wondering

What might have been

Through every day

And into the night

With only love to guide us

I'm ready to go

Cause I've got to know

What might have been

Let the loving decide

I can't run I can't hide

 

I want you to know

My heart will show

That I'm ready this time

I know that I'm

No longer undecided

Don't want to be a fool wondering

What might have been

 

 

I've searched everywhere

And nothing compares

When we've got love to guide us

I'm ready to go

I've got to know

What might have been

 

I'm wondering

What might have been

I want to know

What might have been

We're going to find

What might have been

Oh I want to know

What might have been

Oh what might have been

We’re going to find

What might have been

I want to know

What might have been

Strawberry Fields

        I just can’t believe it, after all these years I never thought that this heart would still feel something for this girl whom I’ve already forgotten. It’s surreal, it’s magical, I don’t know what to say. It’s an ecstasy, feeling alone and isolated then one night everything would change drastically from nothing to everything.

          She’s still beautiful, the girl I fell in love with many years ago. The smile remained, the look, the feeling and all it’s glory were all in tact as I fervently waited for my moment to come. She would glance at me as I intentionally directed my attention to the people we were with. She would smile back at me as she would want others not to notice it. And finally, after hearing the words straight from her mouth that she still cares makes me want to jump in ecstasy. I just couldn’t believe it. The feeling is mutual, it’s real and I could sense it coming. We might have gone our own separate ways, but still the feeling remained. Is this real or I’m just dreaming? She said it straight; she did, as I talked to her as she patiently zoomed her way home. What the fuck is wrong with me? To hell with that, to hell with everything that is along the way. I was and still is in love with her after these years.

          Ok, what happened next. The planning stage, the stage where I have to face the truth. I might have missed or simply was just assuming but to hear it straight from her is something to be hopeful about. I’m not jumping into any conclusion but believe me, I can still feel it, I could still see in her eyes that she still cares. Well, its up to the heavens above if this chance would finally stop the hurting and pain that has been inflicting my not so blessed life. The end is yet to be unfold, it’s up to fate where this second chance to be happy would lead us!

 

Arvin Gives Back

             To those people who have touched my life...who I became close with...who painstakingly read and replied to every blog I've written...thank you so much! You never knew how it help me go through each and everyday of my life. I hope next year would be a more personal relationship with you all guys. Again from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much! Merrry Christmas to all of you and to your respective families! 

Final Curtain Call

It looks like time is near

Since you’ve been gone I had this fear

I thought its love that I hear

Tell me why everything is unclear

You are there and I am here

 

I wanted life to be as real

As these moments in my reel

Although it appears surreal

Still, why did you break this seal?

Can you somehow finish this meal?

 

I stood by your side

Coz’ you told me it’s all worth the ride

I listened and swallowed my pride

All these years I cried

God knows how I really tried

 

Now, we’re in the middle of nowhere

Torn apart, can we fix this somewhere?

I’m asking before it’s too late

We can still unlock this gate

Hold on as I veer my magic slate