I just can’t believe it, after all these years I never thought that this heart would still feel something for this girl whom I’ve already forgotten. It’s surreal, it’s magical, I don’t know what to say. It’s an ecstasy, feeling alone and isolated then one night everything would change drastically from nothing to everything.
She’s still beautiful, the girl I fell in love with many years ago. The smile remained, the look, the feeling and all it’s glory were all in tact as I fervently waited for my moment to come. She would glance at me as I intentionally directed my attention to the people we were with. She would smile back at me as she would want others not to notice it. And finally, after hearing the words straight from her mouth that she still cares makes me want to jump in ecstasy. I just couldn’t believe it. The feeling is mutual, it’s real and I could sense it coming. We might have gone our own separate ways, but still the feeling remained. Is this real or I’m just dreaming? She said it straight; she did, as I talked to her as she patiently zoomed her way home. What the fuck is wrong with me? To hell with that, to hell with everything that is along the way. I was and still is in love with her after these years.
Ok, what happened next. The planning stage, the stage where I have to face the truth. I might have missed or simply was just assuming but to hear it straight from her is something to be hopeful about. I’m not jumping into any conclusion but believe me, I can still feel it, I could still see in her eyes that she still cares. Well, its up to the heavens above if this chance would finally stop the hurting and pain that has been inflicting my not so blessed life. The end is yet to be unfold, it’s up to fate where this second chance to be happy would lead us!
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