It was a wonderful day yesterday. I woke up happy and very much excited on what the day has in stored for me. All the while I thought everything was going my way until I received the news. I was saddened and was really frustrated. The money that I was expecting to get this month will only be minimal and would not be enough for my plans.
I’m planning to go to Hongkong and Singapore. Actually I planned it already two months ago because I was expecting that I would be getting my money full. I’ve made my reservations already. My mind is set on the said trips but unfortunately I have to choose only one for the simple reason that I can’t anymore afford to go on two trips. My money wouldn’t be enough. Fuck! I hate it. I just hate this kind of situation wherein you’re already focused on something then suddenly it will change. It’s not my first time to go to these countries but the point is, I’m already set and everything is in the right places already. It’s really frustrating. This sudden change of plans and uncontrollable circumstances really pisses me off. I just hope that somehow things will still change before I finally call these trips off.
Whenever I’m in this kind of situation, I always want to be relaxed and refine as much as I can. I don’t want to ruin my Christmas vacation but I guess there’s no way I can escape it. This will just be another lonely and boring Christmas for me. Oh well, that’s life I guess, ever changing and simply out of control. So not to be hurt don’t expect. Always expect the unexpected so when that exasperating and maddening time comes, you’ll know how to handle and deal with it the proper way. Huh!
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