Luckiest Guy Alive

In a second everything in my life changed

I’m an absolute clutter now and so deranged

It’s my life you touched and re-arranged

All the while I thought I could manage this rage

After what happened I know I can’t leave this cage

 

You’re now happy with him and contented

It’s a choice you made and I’m not disappointed

That’s what I want to prove but honestly I’m frustrated

I dreamt of being with you but he came a month earlier

You’ve already fallen before I can give you this Terrier

 

It’s the timing that made the situation complicated

I was so focused with you and very much dedicated

But it was him who got your full attention

I can’t blame you I just want to mention my frustration

He is the luckiest guy alive that I can’t put in contention

 

Life must go on for me but how?

I’ve given you my love and offered you this vow

If only I could turn back time…I will

But it’s too late; you’ve already stopped the wheel

All I can do for now is to put this experience on my reel

Moonlight Confession

        Pardon me for being vocal tonight. I’ve wanted to say this but I haven’t got the chance. The nights are killing me as I continue to love you everyday. I know it’s not right to hold you back but what can I do? Thoughts of you continue to haunt me. I tried to let go and start a new beginning without you in my mind but I just can’t and I just won’t.

         It’s a strange feeling but it’s happening to me. I don’t even know you that well. I hardly got the chance to be with you alone. You’re just one of those ordinary girls that walked into my life. I’m wondering now why he allowed us to meet in the first place when we can never be together. Is there a reason behind all this? Is this a beginning of something new for both of us? Help me comprehend because now I’m lost with you in this one-way street that fate has brought us into.

          How could I possibly fall that fast? Its effortless and I didn’t even lift a single finger to fall fully this way. My back is against the wall now. I have nowhere else to go but with you. God I swear I missed you so much. I long to wrap my frail arms around you. I crave to kiss you and be with you every step of the way. But how can I do it when I’m not with you. It’s breaching my heart to actually see you with someone else who don’t deserve you. I’m what you need. I’m all you have to fulfill your dreams.

           Fate has brought me close to you can’t you see. I didn’t want this to happen. I was in my little world; happy and contented then you happened. You came and turned my small world upside down without me noticing it. The moment was real and genuine. I saw it coming but I didn’t do anything to stop it from developing into something special. With just your eyes and that killer smile, I must admit are enough to finally take my heart away.

           I don’t know what to do now. I’m missing you more each and every single day. I can’t blame you for not falling for me. I have nothing to be proud of. I’m just a man who wants to be happy with you. It’s hard to admit but that’s the truth. God this is killing me slowly now. Tears are falling down my cheeks as I try to finish this composition that I want you to cherish for the rest of your life. It’s one proof that once in your life, a man as honest and true has come to love you and offer his life to you without asking anything in return. I missed you so much…

Reality Bites

     Tired of your everyday routine or your career perhaps? Well, you’re not alone. These are just some of the sentiments that most of us would want to think and probably feel when we’re all worked up and stressed out in our work. This may be true but believe me; it’s all in your mind. Don’t let your right brain fool you and over ride your whole system. This problem can very well be solved if only we try to overcome it the soonest possible time.

        There are many ways in wanting to conquer this feeling of uncertainty towards your work concerns. All you have to do is believe that there is a way to weaved out of this mess. Why not try to relax and enjoy your work again before grouching and complaining that you’re all worn-out. You can find new ways to improve the quality of your work.  Aim high and try to set new goals for yourself to be challenged once again. In that way you can eliminate the feeling of not achieving anything in your career.

       Going out with friends every now and then can also help. Set a day for you and your companions every week to get together and have fun even for one night. This can loosen up your body and your mind as well. A couple of drinks plus a good conversation are all you need to break a leg after a week of hard work in the office.

        Being alone is also an option to take when stressed out in your work. Go to the mall or explore the unknown outdoor all by yourself. Don’t think…just move freely in the air as you go through your favorite section of the department store. Make believe that this is not an activity that would be stressful; it’s something you have to do because you want it to be that way.

       And if in any case the above-mentioned suggestions still won’t work for you then probably you’ll need me now in your life. Accept it…no question about it, I can be your saving grace. I’m all you need to stand up again and regain your composure and confidence back. I may not have exactly what you want, but certainly I have what you only need. So better shape up today or end up with me for the rest of your life.  

 

 

 

The Eagle Has Landed

I’ve been blogging in the last three years of my not so good past but I haven’t got the chance to pose a single blog in this site. Actually I just opened this account last April 30 when I accidentally peeped into one of my friend’s blog here. It’s not that I’m not aware of this site at all. It’s just that I’m so preoccupied writing my blog from other sites that I haven’t got the opportunity to share my thoughts and sentiments here. Anyway to cut the long story short, I’m happy to have actually posed some of my blogs in the last two days. Well, from now on you’ll be expecting more from me because the eagle has already landed!

Lonely Planet

I’ve been alone eternally in my lonely planet
The sun hasn’t luster in the last few months
The streaming water is running dry forcefully
I couldn’t sense the vigorous wind either
Tell me now coz’ I’m running out of breath
How I could ever endure this planet I just created for myself?

I can’t laugh even grin with this kind of atmosphere
The land that I’m in now is rapidly pulling me down
The ocean has lost its massive strength for a while
The flowers are not blossoming like before
And all I see is this lifeless moon that cuddles me through the night
Because since you left, this planet has lost its brilliance

I’ve been half dead for some time, that’s what I want to deem in
Where is the rainfall that used to splatter me with ecstasy?
The mountain ranges that allowed me to explore my beauty
The golden sand that used to welcome and harbor me through the years
Relieve me out I’m pleading before I finally loose my judgment
I don’t want this planet to die right before my weary eyes

I yearn for to save this sanctuary but I can’t do it alone
I need someone to lend me hand to refurbish its exquisiteness
But your light years away, far away from this place I want to rebuild for us
Will this be the end? Tell me now and bring my sanity back
Because the stars are falling down…time is running out
If you really love me, then hurry up before my lonely planet pass away

Gentle Caution

I dare you to come and bewildered
With my touch you’ll end up being shattered
Now I know without talking you’re flattered
Hold your ground before your life becomes cluttered

It just takes awhile for me to settle
Before I finally start any given battle
So if you’re brittle and a little subtle
Try not to fall prey for me and be gentle

Look into my eyes but don’t stare
I’m warning you so not to lose your flair
Because it’s important for me to be fair
With this gesture, I know you’d say I’m rare

When I talk try not to listen
With my sugary words you better fasten
Keep your thoughts clear so not to be mistaken
Because in the end you can be forsaken

With these ideas I’m leaving
Hurry up I’m late with my diving
So think again and look straight at your ceiling
Remember all these things before finally falling

Unfinished Business

She’s been alone in this large field of rye watching these little kids play. I noticed her smile as she bluntly stares at these happy souls jumping and running around the field. Then I realized that something is not right. She seemed happy but her shimmering almond shaped eye told me another tale. There is just something about her that I would want to discover and understand.

It took a while before I finally approached her and asked what’s bothering her. She smiled back instead and left me without uttering a single word. I wanted to follow her but I don’t know her name. And from a distant I watched over her as she slowly walked along the field savoring every opportunity to be with the kids whom she cherished the most.

Since then, I never saw her again. Out in the field she disappeared in an instant. I wanted to know her. I wanted to be with her but time was not on our side that’s what I wanted to believe in. So every time I see little kids play, I can’t help but remember this lovely lady who once entered my life but was not really there after all.