Moonlight Confession

        Pardon me for being vocal tonight. I’ve wanted to say this but I haven’t got the chance. The nights are killing me as I continue to love you everyday. I know it’s not right to hold you back but what can I do? Thoughts of you continue to haunt me. I tried to let go and start a new beginning without you in my mind but I just can’t and I just won’t.

         It’s a strange feeling but it’s happening to me. I don’t even know you that well. I hardly got the chance to be with you alone. You’re just one of those ordinary girls that walked into my life. I’m wondering now why he allowed us to meet in the first place when we can never be together. Is there a reason behind all this? Is this a beginning of something new for both of us? Help me comprehend because now I’m lost with you in this one-way street that fate has brought us into.

          How could I possibly fall that fast? Its effortless and I didn’t even lift a single finger to fall fully this way. My back is against the wall now. I have nowhere else to go but with you. God I swear I missed you so much. I long to wrap my frail arms around you. I crave to kiss you and be with you every step of the way. But how can I do it when I’m not with you. It’s breaching my heart to actually see you with someone else who don’t deserve you. I’m what you need. I’m all you have to fulfill your dreams.

           Fate has brought me close to you can’t you see. I didn’t want this to happen. I was in my little world; happy and contented then you happened. You came and turned my small world upside down without me noticing it. The moment was real and genuine. I saw it coming but I didn’t do anything to stop it from developing into something special. With just your eyes and that killer smile, I must admit are enough to finally take my heart away.

           I don’t know what to do now. I’m missing you more each and every single day. I can’t blame you for not falling for me. I have nothing to be proud of. I’m just a man who wants to be happy with you. It’s hard to admit but that’s the truth. God this is killing me slowly now. Tears are falling down my cheeks as I try to finish this composition that I want you to cherish for the rest of your life. It’s one proof that once in your life, a man as honest and true has come to love you and offer his life to you without asking anything in return. I missed you so much…