It’s been a week now and I must say I had the time of my life just enjoying every single day of this brief yet very critical escape for my disoriented psyche. I was free and flying real high without anything bothering me. I was able to do what I should have done a week ago and that was to finally let go and continue with my life.
It took a week of reflection and forceful realization to finally come up with this very significant decision. I wanted it to happen but things aren’t going my way. I was exhausted with my work and minding you most of the time made it more complex. With this one-week break and another more week of soul searching I can somehow rebuild myself and bring my confidence back which you once tried to stole from me.
Life is short and I want it to become shorter. I may have free my mind a bit but still I couldn’t hide what I really wanted to convey. I want peace of mind and I got it from this vacation but how will things work out after this? My mind is clear now and I’m happy about it. I wanted things to stay this way. I don’t want to think anymore. I don’t want to feel anything; I just want to be free and boundless as I continue to struggle in finding my own ecstasy.
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