Losing Grip

I shouldn’t be mad at you now

I shouldn’t have touched you in the first place

I shouldn’t have given myself to you at all

I shouldn’t have loved you before I even met you

But I did and I always will do it all over again

 

I was all alone in the night

I was never with anyone since you came

I was born not to even be with you

I was born to be away from you

But I won’t and will never allow it to happen again

 

Time is not on our side ever since

Time is not for us to share with

Time is always against our path

Time does not even exist for us

But I have all the time in this world for you

 

I hate every little thing about you

I hate the way you treat me in return

I hate the way you smile back at me

I just hate you for not wanting to hate me at all

But I love you with all my heart and soul

 

I wish I were with you right now

I wish I could hold you in my arms

I wish I could touch your saline lips

I wish I could be the man of your dreams

But I’m just this guy who couldn’t tell a lie