It was 2nd year college when I started smoking, 9 years ago to be exact. Yah, I know its bad for my health but I just keep on coming back. I tried to quit 2 years ago but it just won’t happen. It’s in my system and I’d probably die smoking. No regrets at least I can say I live my life the way I want it to be, no pretentions and all. So here’s a rundown on why I just can’t quit this addictive habit.
1) It relaxes me whenever I’m in deep shit. I can think clear after puffing a cigarette and it feels better.
2) I can’t drink without smoking.
3) It helps me a lot when writing. It boosts my imaginative side, which is very vital in my line of work.
4) If I’ll stop smoking now, I’d probably stay awake for the rest of my life. I just couldn’t sleep without smoking one cigarette.
5) It’s my alternative for food especially now that I’m on a strict diet.
6) I’m the impatient type; smoking relieves my tensions and anxieties.
7) It gives me a sense of security especially when I’m all-alone and thinking of the things I could have done to make everything work in my life.
8) It dictates my mood for the day.
9) Smoking keeps me sane and rational.
10) I want life to be shorter that’s why I can’t stop smoking.
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