Monday, July 2, 2018

I Can't Stop Lying

      I'm ok don't worry about me. I've been through tough times, and this too shall pass. Writing has helped me survive this ordeal. With words, I can convey clearly what I feel and completely relay all my thoughts and stranges feelings.

      I've never been alone, you're always there for me when I couldn't understand my loneliness. When I don't know why I can't smile, you smiled back at me. When I couldn't figure out how to solve my financial problems, you gladly make fair suggestions and remedies. Truly, when things are slowly falling down again, you're always there to catch me. Without you by my side, I'm nothing. Please don't leave and make me stop lying.

      I haven't changed. I'm still the fearful sinner who hurt you and ruined your life. I'm still in control and will continue to be in control. I feel happy. I feel nothing. I am with you in your loving arms and I just couldn't stop lying!

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