Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Clueless Ride

      It has been a rough day for me. Everything was in place except my mind, which I guess has flown away, again out of my system.  I know shouldn’t be acting this way because to be honest I don’t have any problem. Yah of course I’m fine, I assume I am. But no, I’m not yes for a minute and the rest…confused and upset!

        I don’t know how to react. I’m here in front of my computer writing thoughts straight from my head without actually thinking. My fingers just keep on hitting the keys on this keyboard. It’s strange and it happens all the time. Actually, I don’t know what I’m typing. I’m not sure if this is right. I’m confused and I don’t want to stop because if I do, I don’t know where I’ll be going. This laptop is my refuge; this blank page is the only one who can take all my blows and hang-ups in life. Who the hell wants to be in the situation I am right now? See? No one.

        This is getting out of control. The signs are clear. The moment of truth is almost here. You probably don’t know what I’m saying. It’s ok; you don’t have to understand. I just need a little of your time. Read between the lines I dare you and if you succeed in getting my message, I’ll free my mind and finish what I am destined to do. 

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