There are just things that we can’t control. These are things we don’t want to happen but are bound to happen just like what I’ve experienced the other day. I never wanted such thing to happen but because I had to do something about the situation, I burst out and asserted my sentiments. Let’s just say that my anger that day almost degraded their being. I just lost it; I lost control of everything, my reasoning, just thinking and fair judgment. You can’t blame me; I’ve been good to them since day one and this the first time I got berserk after 5 months of being silent on their unprofessionalism and stubbornness.
All I wanted was to be heard and to reinstate authority over something that was being neglected and overseen for so many months. I could have done it in a good and a more civil way but I guess that kind of approach is not anymore applicable to these people. Actually, I have nothing against them, we’re all friends but when it comes to work, it’s all a different ballgame. They didn’t deliver then suffer the consequences and this is not the first time this thing happen as I’ve said a while ago. It’s an every week occurrence, a vicious cycle I would want to put an end to. Being dominant and harsh is the only way I know how; to make them realize that yes they have an obligation to fulfill, that they are what they do and that being in this business takes a lot of hardships and dedications to remain afloat and intact.
I don’t regret anything. I know I’ve hurt their feelings and in a way crossed the line a bit but they all deserved it. I’ve been quiet for sometime and they abused it. I’m fair, just and very objective but when my back is against the wall, I could be your worst nightmare. Anyway, life must go on for me. I’d probably take this experience and learn from it. But I’d like to still thank these people for making me feel bad that day because if not for them I would never feel what its like to be a human again.
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