Pagbabalik

Sa muling pagsikat ng araw
Magandang umaga aking natatanaw
Malinaw sa aking isipan ang mga
bagong pananaw
Na sumasaklaw sa mga nais kong matanaw
Puso ko ay umaapaw
Kahit simpleng pangarap lang ang nangingibabaw

Hindi lahat nabibigyan ng pagkakataon
Ang iba nga bumibilang ng maraming taon
Kahit ngayon ako ay sobrang baon
Pilit na tinutuon para lang makaahon
Ito na marahil ang tamang panahon
Sa pagbagsak ng dahon ako'y muling babangon

Sa iyong gabay Panginoon
Mga kamalian ko kahit pa yung mga noon
Itatapon ko lahat para lang umayon
Basta sana lahat ay sumang-ayon
Kahit pa harangan ng kanyon
'Di ako aayon pagkat sa'yo lang ako
sasang-ayon

Kakalimutan ko ang lahat
Kahit hirap na hirap na sa pagbuhat
Sa pamamagitan nitong mga sinusulat
Maging kayo sana ay mamulat
Dahil patuloy ko itong ikakalat
Sabik nang mga mata ko'y muling maidilat

Oh kay sarap namang yakapin
Sitwasyong matagal mo ng gustong baguhin
Lahat kayang gawin basta't iyong gugustuhin
Pagmamahalan muling pag-ibayuhin
Nang pagsasama nati'y muling pagtibayin
Sa aking pagbabalik kakalma na muli
ating baybayin

Thank You

It's just two words
The most important keywords
You don't need to be good at crosswords
To say these two simple words

For those who deserve it
Tell it straight
Keep it real before it's too late
Extend some love & end
all the hate

It's about time to appreciate
See the real person & feel great
It's a wonderful state
Always keep an open gate

Life is short, always say what you feel
Continue spinning the wheel
For life won't stop from revolving
It will always continue evolving

I won't keep this long anymore
You deserve better, even more
Fate has its way, stay strong
It may seem wrong but in time you'll get along

Two words, thank you
It's the only thing I can give you
For all you've done for us
Remember this too shall pass

True Happiness

They say happiness comes with a price
I've thought of this twice
Unfortunately I only got a slice
Of what it's all about so I rolled the dice
Hoping I would get the prize

Happiness will always be a choice
I tried so hard please hear my voice
All want is to finally rejoice
After many years of sadness
I want an end to this madness

Carry me in your fragile arms
We'll stroll freely along the farm
Breathe the air and then run
I know this is going to be fun
I can smile again & chase
the sun

Every moment spent with you is priceless
It's your kindness that's so endless
Just like this work of art, so timeless
Looking forward with eagerness
In time I'll find my true happiness

Without a doubt you changed my life
So much that I want you to be my wife
Spice it up, forever will be together
Stay closer don't ever linger
Promise I'll put this ring in your finger

Tambay

Sa aking paggising una kong gagawin

Lumabas ng bahay diyan sa may amin

'Di na nakuha pang manalamin

Maghahanap muna ng uulamin

Nakakahiya mang aminin

Ganito ang buhay naming nasa ilalim

Araw-araw sadyang malagim

Sa tatotoo lang nakakarimarim

Sa kanto maghapong nakatunganga

Nakanganga walang laman ang bunganga

Pero ang mas lalong nakakabahala

Kami raw ang mapipinsala

'Pag lumabas, kami na raw ang bahala

Siguradong tampulan ng hinala

Sa kalabaso kami raw ang may sala

'Di ko lang mawari

Mga ganitong pangyayari

Paki paliwanag bakit kami 

ang niyayari

'Di naman kami nagkukunwari

Hirap na sa buhay sa kulungan pa ang hantungan

Oo minsan kami ay batugan

'Di ba nga dapat kami ay tulungan

Tuloy ayoko ng lumabas

Mahirap nang mabalasubas

Mga parak paikot-ikot sa labas

Magpapatubo ng lang ng balbas

Dito sa loob ng bahay alam kong ligtas

Oo minsan kami ay matigas

Pero sa palabas mo Digong sana lahat kami makaligtas

Lahat ng tao ay may karapatan

Kaya mo ba 'yang tapatan

Huwag mo naman kaming tapakan

Alam naming 'di kami uubra ng sapakan

Ganito na lang pag-iisip mo ay lawakan

Ayusin mo ang bayan at huwag mo kaming hawakan

Dito sasaya lahat pati buong kalawakan

Inspired by Sir Joel Saracho and Sir Deo Almazan-Bugaoisan!

Uniquely You

Looking back at my past
I dreamt of you to be my last
Longing for your every touch
Everlasting love as such
No doubt you're an ideal catch

Blind me with all these lies
Uncover me & rekindle our ties
Let time fly, but don't let it die
Awaiting for this rare chance
Hold me I'm in a trance
Away from it all, give me a glance
Now can you still be my last dance?

My Showgirl

Hoy miss oo ikaw miss
Minsan ikaw ay nakakinis
Alam ko ikaw ay makinis
Kaya nga nagtitiis
Sa bawat upload mo walang mintis
Lagi kang kinikilatis

Ano nga bang meron ka
'Yan din ang ipinagtataka
Lahat ng bagay kaya kong isplika
Pero sa'yo parang sirang plaka
Paulit-ulit bakit ka kakaiba
Sige zumba pa malapit na ko sumamba

Wala ka kaseng tigil
Sa gym ikaw ay nakakagigil
Sa pagtagaktak ng iyong pawis
Lahat ng pagod ko naalis
'Di na tuloy makaalis
Sa kinatatayuan ako'y iyong winalis

Pero sa totoo lang minsan
Ayokong makita sana pakibawasan
Mga picture mong kitang-kita ko na lahat
Magtira ka naman 'di 'yan para sa lahat
Sorry 'di ko lang maitago
Mga gusto mong ipakaita sana lahat mabago

Sayang lang kung pagpipiyestahan
Katawan mo at gawing pulutan sa mga kantahan
Baka lang mapaaway at makasuhan
Sa pagtatanggol sa'yo 'yan lang aking kaligayahan
Halika nga ako na lang iyong samahan

Sa sobrang linis
Ng intensyon ko sana huwag
ka mainis
Lahat ng ito gusto ko iyong marinig
Minsan lang ako magparinig
Hoy miss ako ba ay iyong naririnig
Tibok ng puso ko'y sana'y iyong marinig

You and Me

Thirty minutes & it's all gone
Felt like I was shot by a gun
I'm all tied up and I can't run
Been wanting to see the sun
Glad you didn't bring our son

You are my life now
Together will figure it out somehow
This road we are heading
Spread some love & understanding
We can do this keep on standing

Talk to me like before
Let me know the real score
You're all I have open
the door
We have all the time to explore
Get up and stay off the floor

I know It's hard to believe
I should be your hero
But I got us all zero
Life can be so harsh accept it
Tust me I can get out of
this shit

Look at me now
You are my only reason
for living
Guide me & never stop believing
I hope someday you can
be proud
Hear the sound & listen
to the crowd

All my life I wanted only the best
A perfect life for you I want this out of my chest
Continue my legacy & stay pure
Tell the world you found the cure
It's love show them now I'm secured

Belfast

Time moves really fast
I was only dreaming of Belfast
This time it will be a blast
I hope this travel will not be my last

Looking at the landscapes took me to a place
Of new hopes I still feel an empty space
All my life I'm running this race
It's amazing how I still couldn't find a trace

Help me forget your ginger hair
Your almond eyes & that unusual stare
I know you just wanted to be fair
The reason why you ended this love affair

As I wander around I feel your embrace
I could still remember those days
The love we had I still could taste
All I want now is to caress your face

Take me back in time
I couldn't anymore find the rhyme
I would trade anything for a dime
I don't want to end up drinking this lime

Tell me now how would I stop
Dreaming of all these crap
It was once a beautiful thing now I'm trapped
Say something before I drop

I guess the time has come
For me to let go and stop being dumb
I feel so scared and numbed
I'm going home happy of what I have become

Seamless Sight

It all started with the feeling of discomfort
Across the waves along the seaport
It was frightening from a distance
Getting close to you was my only chance
Struggling I held your hand for the last time
Wishing I could be with you for a lifetime

As you close your eyes you whispered
I felt the warmth but still I shivered
You told me how could I possibly lied
I would never do that I gently replied
Then I touched your lips & kissed you goodbye
All the while I thought it was all a lie

She's finally gone
I could see clearly now the sun has shine
The colors are steadily captivating my eyes
It was your eyes that made me
appreciate this site
And because of your beautiful sight
I could now see my divine light

How could I thank you more
I couldn't find the right words anymore
You sacrificed so much I wish I
could give you more
As we bid goodbye to forevermore
Please don't ever close the door
For it's you that I will always adore

Sa Iyong Pagmulat

Sa 'di inaasahang pagkakataon
Makalipas din ang ilang taon
Muli na namang sasaya
Buhay namin muling liligaya
Sa iyong pagdating sana'y lahat mabago
Salamat at ikaw ang magpapabago

Tulog ka lang muna ng mahimbing
Alam kong babalik din ang dating lambing
Huwag ka munang timindig
Lahat pa kami ay maligalig
Puso'y 'di magpantay ang pintig
Konti pa makukuha rin 'yan sa pananalig

Mga tawang nawala dati
Masayang ngiti sana'y iyong iganti
Sa taglay mong kagandahan
Kami lahat mag-uunahan
Sa paghawak sa'yo at pagbuhat
Ikaw na nga ang magbubuklod sa aming lahat

Kung dati ay hiwahiwalay
Halos lahat kami magkakaaway
Nauubos sa walang katuturan mga laway
Kanya-kanya away ayaw magpasaway
Pero sana sa iyong pag-iyak kami'y 'di makasuway
Ito na marahil ang simula ng bukang liwayway

'Di ko alam paano kita niyan pasasalamatan
Lahat iyong ibibigay at wala kang makakalimutan
Salamat 'di mo kami pagkakaitan
Ng pagkakataong muli kaming mabuhay
Kaya lahat sa'yo ay gagawin at iaalay
'Di ito isang alamat, pero sa aming mga
puso mawawala lahat ng lamat kaya salamat

Itay

Alam kong tahimik ka lang
Pero damdamin namin lagi mong isinasaalang-alang
Lahat ng aming pangangailangan
Kaya mong ibigay kung kinakailangan
'Di ka man nagsasalita lagi
Sa aming isipan ikaw lang laging sumasagi

Sa pagmamahal mong walang inaantay na kapalit
Asahan mong 'di ka mawawaglit
Lahat ng bagay na ginawa mo noong kami pa ay paslit
Habang buhay naming isisingit
Ang walang hanggan mong pagmamalasakit
Sulit na sulit tanggal lahat ng sakit

Sa espesyal mong araw
Ikaw lang at wala ng ibang mangingibabaw
Sa lahat ng sakripisyo mo mapa ilalim man o ibabaw
Walang makakaagaw
Pagmamahal nami'y kailanman 'di maliligaw
Itay salamat sa lahat iyan ang aming sigaw

Happy Father's day to all of us! 😊😊😊

Ulan

Sa pagbuhos ng ulan
Puso ko'y unti-unting napunan
Saksi sa saya ko ang aking unan
Taglay kong ngiti kailanman
'Di na matutumbasan nino man

Sige lang huwag kang titigil
Dahil ang aking panggigil
Talaga namang hindi ko mapigil
Sa iyong pagdating lahat tumigil
Kahit pa pigil na pigil ako'y hindi magpapigil

Sa bawat dampi sa aking balat
Saya ko ay kumalat
Kung dati ay salat na salat
Ngayong ay sapat na sapat
Pangako ko sayo'y magiging tapat

Huwag ka sanang magsasawa
Para magtutuloy ang aking tawa
Kung dati ay mukhang kawawa
Ngayon sa awa ng Diyos marami ng nagawa
Lunurin mo pa ko ng iyong pang-unawa

Mahirap mang ipaliwanag
Buhos mo'y aking naging liwanag
Asahan mo hindi ako matitinag
Kahit pa ang araw at kanyang sinag
Walang magagawa ako'y iyong nabihag

Tumigil man ang hatid mong ginhawa
Ikaw ay makakaasa
Pag-ibig ko na ikinakasa
Gawing mong inspirasyon at pag-asa
Simula ngayon hindi ka na muling aasa

Hope

It was late last night
When all my hopes were out of sight
Then with a sleight of fate
In the pouring rain of hate
You came down stunning
Into my life you were running

Things changed from overcast
My skies turned vivid it was fast
My darkest feelings you brightened
I was beaming and enlightened
It was you all along
I was waiting for you for so long

You embraced my fears
You removed all my tears
It was my life you wanted to regain
I was renewed now I'm ready again
Looking ahead come sit next to me
Close your eyes and just hold me

Life has taken me for a ride
Thinking you will never be by my side
But love found its way
To our lives and made us sway
Far from all the hatred it's the only way
Thank God it's a brand new day

Suicide

Sa isang maliit na kuwarto

Tantsa ko mag-aalas-kuwatro

Habang nakatingin sa salamin

Pilit iniisip ng malalim

Buhay kong 'di mawari

Mga pangyayaring mapagkunwari

May pag-asa pa bang marinig

Boses kong wala ng tinig

Tao po pahingi ng konting sandali

Pwede bang sumali 'di naman ako nagmamadali

Sa dating samahang walang kasing tamis

Nakakainis sobrang nakakamis

Pero bakit ngayon tila naglaho

Daig ko pa ang basurang mabaho

Oo nga pala 'di na kailangang magtaka

Ayoko na ring mag-isplika

Tulala at sinasariwa isa-isa

Mga alaala noong ako'y 'di pa mag-isa

Sa isip kong magulo minsan din akong sumaya

Kahit sandali lang bago ako lumaya

Sa lahat ng sakit na aking tinago

Alam kong sasabihin niyong gago

Mga tarantado, 'di ganyan aking estado

Dito sa aking entablado lahat kayo tablado

Ikaw naranasan mo na bang umiyak?

'Yun bang parang nawalan ka ng kabiyak

Gusto mong lumaban, laban lang laban

Pero lahat sila 'di naman tinatablan

Kanya-kanyang puna, sarili 'di mo na makilala

Sila na ang dakila, iwas na lang para 'di lumala

Sitwasyong sa bandang huli kahit pa tama

Alam mong mali pero 'di na kailanman maitatama

Sa pagsikat ng araw, balang araw

Kapag ang mundo handa ng makisayaw

Sa damdamin kong 'di makasabay-sabay

Ni isa walang umalalay, sige kampay 

Oras na lang naman aking hinihintay

Maya-maya lang ay magpapantay

Mga paa kong napagod na kakaantay

Sa pagmamahal niyong nakakamatay

 #AnthonyBourdain #KateSpade 

#Avicii #AllGoneTooSoon

Rock Bottom

     I'm on the top of my game, I had everything I needed before and even more. I never thought I would hit down this hard literally without anything right now. I never imagined I would pray this much and rely on my faith for my everyday survival. Depression, anxiety, addiction and too much of just about everything knocked me off my feet.

      I'm glad, I'm still alive and much closer to my faith and my creator. I'm asking for patience, this is a life-long recovery I would never trade for anything else. It may come a long way, but I'm moving forward. You don't have to trust me, just believe in me.