Bulong

Akala ko’y ‘di na mauulit

Pangarap ng isang paslit

Dahil sa isang saglit

Puso ko’y muling umawit

Sa ganda mo ako’y nabihag

Huwag ka sanang mahabag

Iyan lang aking maiaambag

Saluhin mo bago pa ako bumalabag

Sa mga mata mong mapang-akit

Ako’y iyong nasungkit

Tanong ko lagi ay bakit?

Masakit, pero tuloy ang pagsabit

Ayoko mang isipin

Ako ngayo’y isang alipin

Handa mo ba akong sagipin?

Malabo, ayoko nang pangarapin

Pero malayo ka man sa akin

Puso’y ikaw pa rin ang tatangkilikin

Di mo ba talaga kayang basahin?

Siguro ayaw mo lang akong paasahin

Mahal kita Chelay

Lahat kaya kong ialay

Pati kaluluwa’y ibibigay

Sa kagaya mo handa akong bumigay

Guilty Man

The graceful touch made it happen

The look must be something

But is it the real thing?

Because you are my everything

Desire starts when you appreciate

It may depreciate but linger

And may end with a ring in your finger

Or even exaggerate your anger

Trust is all we need

Don’t start to plead

I have this special bead

Oh common can’t you read?

But no matter what happens

I have my pen

Forget about Ben

Get in the den and be my number ten

Unfiltered Mind

The moment you start expecting something, it’s when all your dreams blow apart right before your very eyes. Believe me, I’ve seen it all. I’ve been wrecked, brutally abuse, blind folded with my hands tied behind my back, figuratively speaking. It’s all the same wherever you go. They say dream high, yes, but don’t expect too much. Problems start here. You never know what you want until you expect something.

So what’s the best thing to do? There’s no other way but to stop dreaming, so not to expect. This may seem the gutless thing to do but in some cases this thing actually works. Thus this mean we can’t reach our dreams anymore? Probably yes, because how can you get into something without actually wanting to reach that place you want to be in? Common think, I can’t think for you guys always.

I dare you to fight. I want you to stop believing. What I’m saying may not work for you so stop reading this piece of junk I’m writing. I know nothing about achieving and winning. This is how the world works for me and being in this room I am right now makes it more difficult for me to convince that yes I may actually help something with what I’m writing. You may want to stop but definitely you can’t. Waiting for some realization in the end? Sorry to disappoint you but this is how I want to end all this garbage, saying nothing, just wanting to take some space in your crowded state of mind. Now, who are you to judge me? You are free to say what you want to say. I may be in the spotlight now but let me tell you this, may letters are powerful than the words coming out of your discontented, shameless and dysfunctional brains that don’t actually work without somebody commanding it to think. This is what you want right? Look, I feel like nobody. Thanks to you!